Next week is going to be the most important week of my life along with millions of other Americans. Even if I am preaching to an empty choir, I must express the feeling of what doing the right thing, the moral thing is and how great it feels. I could search the world of dictionaries and still would not be able to find a word expressing such love, joy, your life’s greatest moments, the genuine feeling of happiness for others, the happy tears that we all love to experience, I will never be able to find a word that could put that much emphasis on this feeling with just one word. Its an atmosphere you must be willing to put your self into with an open heart, a clear mind and just left yourself experience the joy and happiness of others.
Think of it like this, remember the last time you were with someone who was going through something great in their life, like having a baby, buying the dream home, getting the job they’ve wanted their whole life. Remember how all you could do was look at that person and smile and feel that very same joy even though the greatness they are experiencing is not happening in your life. Think of something that you have longed for, that your heart has desired from the time you could first hold the memory of such a wonderful thing. I love to see and share those moments with others whether it has anything to do with me or not. Life is about being happy and seeing others enjoy the very same thing you work to have in your life that will bring you the very same joy. Isn’t it such a great feeling when you experience one of these moments and witness someone else go through this experience.
Now think of this, falling for someone you never expected to but have had nothing but a cloud 9 high from the very start of your friendship or relationship. The one you want to spend the rest of your life with, the one where your relationship with one another is so great that it for a second it scares you, but what does being scared have to do with anyone when love finds them.
Now imagine yourself in your own home feeling like a manikin that you dress to suit the liking’s of others except yourself. Think of not being able to speak out and just be you because being you is not allowed in ‘your world’. Think about being how it would feel like to speak the truth because the idea behind speak and the truth will set you free is a reality of a possibility of being shunned from your life as you knew it with all your family around you gone. … .and then enter a world of everyone expressing HATE towards you.
Why? Does anyone ever ask why and then can get a clear answer that is backed up by studying the realities in life versus a pure belief? And even if a belief, why inflict it on someone that has nothing to do with you, your life your very being as a person in this world. A world that we must all live around and cannot enforce life itself to encompass our idea of being. Why are we causing such difficulties in ones life when you and I will never even be able to acknowledge or point out everyone of ‘that’ nature and because of that will NEVER be able to say your way of life is killing my being in life. Like get out of here with that, we need to stop being ignorant of the realities in this world. This earth moves in the right direction for a reason to press on and use the stepping stones of the past to pave the way of life today in this beautiful nation we can all agree to proudly call our home, we live in the right way of life, a life of happiness, joy, and freedom for everyone. Happiness is such a positive and pure high that it is something we all want everyone to experience in life, so why not give this gift to our own brothers and sisters, literally. Some may never understand the importance of such a thing but remember the joys that we see others experience and how it causes us to feel that same joy. And even though it has nothing to do with you it is always great to watch someone express tears of joy, of love, of freedom when something so great for the betterment of ones life entirely, become legally acknowledged in the country we all call home.
God knows I wish I could be on the steps of The Supreme Court of the United States and hold me hopes up high as we all wait to hear the greatest thing that so many people get to experience at one time. What a powerful moment, I could cry, I wish I could be there to experience this moment. This world was made to do good and so was this nation and this country will finally acknowledge the love my gay brothers and sisters hold dear in there hearts.
Oh and its going to happen, that’s why I am just waiting….